No!Shut up! just shut up. i am fine. trust
me. no, i won’t take a deep breath, Leah,
and i won’t sit down or drink that pop. just
don’t worry about it. don’t worry a
bout itdon’tworryaboutit.don’t wor
ryabout it. don’t worry about it.
i need to shower— just so i am sure
he’s off of me. i told you, i am not
calling to tell someone.get your fucking
hand off my back. i can never… i thought
i was so tired and people hooking
up.floor.black lights.slammed door— that drink he brought!
just let me scrub off this filth, please. pleaseplease
please, just help me. let me be okay.please.
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